selfish.us

aug01.wed

c is not here this morning, n she wun be around for the rest of today. to everyone else, this may be a reason to celebration. not to me though. i sympathise with her. especially these past few days.

i know she has been through alot these past few days. her very close brother just passed away n she was wrecked to pieces. so much that she looked pale n strengthless everytime i see her. she is, indeed, torn. i suppose it's a matter of time she takes a break. she needed one anyway.

i understand, although i have not gone through such pain before. it breaks you, your heart is so tightly wrapped up with a film of grief, you just feel breathless. and lifeless. and meaningless.

there are so many things that we conveniently take for granted. life, for example. we always selfishly do wat we feel like doing, that we forget and neglect sometimes that it hurts people who love us. it must have been torturous for them too, i believe.

But seriously, at the end of the day, we are hurtin' us.
selfish us.